My sister suggested that I give blogging a try as an outlet to my stress and emotions. I'm still not sure about the whole idea, but since the stress isn't going anywhere I may as well give this a try. ;)
So, I will get into more detail soon, but here's my life and my reasons for needed a stess/emotional outlet. My college sweetheart, Chris, and I have been married for 12 years, and we have two amazing kids, who I will call W and Peanut to protect their identity. When Chris and I started dating, one of the first things I learned about him was that he had type 1 diabetes (T1D). I was a pre-med student at the time, so I had some basic knowledge of the mechanics of the disease. I knew he was my soulmate very early on, so his diabetes was just something that I accepted as part of loving him. He managed everything himself, and I slowly tried to learn, but for the most part he just did it all.
Things changed the day that our son, W, was also diagnosed with T1D. I will spend another day blogging about that particular moment, but it has forever changed my relationship with my husband, my son, and with diabetes.
My poor family seems to have a lot of medical issues, and they cause most of my stress. I am naturally a worrier, but the medical drama just compounds it all. This blog is intended to be theraputic for me to work through this drama and accept the drama that keeps finding us.
Sometimes it just feels good to let things out. I like being able to go back, weeks or months later and reading things. It helps give me insight. <3
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